the in-between time

It's almost midnight a few days after my birthday. I'm 44, about to finish my undergrad. Sometimes I wonder if I should have gone to school to learn to do something, like my brother did. I read my evaluations from last quarter today, and they said that although I have original thoughts, an expressive manner, and a lot of passion, and other things along those lines, I need to further hone my critical thinking skills, which are apparently taking a back seat to my emotions of late. It's obviously time to be done with my BA already. I'm very tired, and I fully acknowledge that I need a substantial break. I am doing my best to prepare myself for life without school, albeit temporarily. I am GOING to get into grad school. But even when I get into the program of my dreams, I won't start until September of 2011. What the hell do I do with myself in the meantime, the above named in-between time? And so I've started this blog, since I want an MFA in Creative Writing, best to keep it up daily. See you tomorrow!