ever wake up and just feel like it's all futile? Like no matter what you do, how hard you work on yourself, how aware you become, it just doesn't matter? I feel that way this morning. I feel like I've been just wasting my time and energy and who cares if I change and grow...
it's not a fun way to start the day and it makes me just want to crawl back in bed and sleep for a week, until maybe I'll feel better.
Not all my posts have to be inspiring or uplifting. this is not just a blog, it's also a journal of sorts. I know I am not the only one who goes through this kind of thing. I'd love it if you would read and comment... I hardly ever get comments.
It's not even that I'm feeling sorry for myself... I'm not. There are just some days when the point of all of it eludes me. I know I'll feel better/differently later, possibly within minutes. But this second... blah.
Lesley, I've been there, too. And yes, you know intellectually that it will pass, but it doesn't really help. I hope you're feeling better now!
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