and here is a list poem I wrote, also several years ago

Depression can be fun

sweating

swelling

smelling

rotten

bits

dish-stuck

food

buzzing

flying

skittering

exoskeleton

dust-busted

kitchen

safari

fucking

fruit

flies

sheets

stains

dust

floor

random

piles

unmoving

crying

thumb

sucking

rocking

hugging

wailing

singing

writing

eating

dwelling

buzzing

smoking

actually

getting

out

of

bed

shower

later

back

is

hurting

so

what

else

is

new

mess

mess

mess

mess

mess

what

will
set

it

off

next

time

?